how are we doing today gang? i think i caught a cold from flyering at pride last week. honestly i feel a little bummed that pride month is over, june is my favorite month and there aren’t any more good holidays till Halloween. I guess I’m ready for summer to be over. come chat vent and joke! em poc only!!
it feels like this year is flying by, and I haven’t done much.
Yeah it really does. But I feel like after a certain age it always feels like time flies. Although coming to that realization doesn’t make me feel any better
I just paid my rent and holy shit-
Im tired of living hand in mouth
Im tired of my pig fuck landlord gouging 80% of my monthly income
Im tired of my cruel shitbag manager telling me to work harder for less money.
My depression is turing into hate and rage
Be this the whetstone of your sword. Let grief
Convert to anger. Blunt not the heart; enrage it.
- Malcolm, Macbeth, Act 4 Scene 3…
I’ll say, Def didn’t feel great for my race to be a specific topic question during the debates but solidarity with Chinese, Latin American and Palestinians folks for also being the byproduct of political fodder.
Overall I’m doing fine. Feeling a little burnedout from work, but I hung out with coworkers in the middle of last week and things are going well with my crush too.
I went to a small family gathering for a couple of my cousins’ kids high school graduation. It was ok, until everyone decided to go down the Christofash talking points rabbit hole. Anti-communism, misogyny, and queerphobia just flying out of peoples mouths in quick succession.
Also my mom today told me that one of my cousins’ chud cracker husband was being racist. I had heard him say some dumbshit about someone not speaking “real English” after coming back from the bathroom, but I had no idea what he was referring to. My mom said that he was talking about an artist from our country who was singing a song with some lyrics in English. I really don’t like him, but my cousin seems to just gravitate towards shitty crackers. Her first partner when she moved here was a cop and I don’t remember where she met her husband, but he’s some redneck from the South. I shouldn’t be surprised though, most of my mom’s side of the family are evangelicals, so high chance that they’d have shitty worldviews.
Evangelicals
Every time I hear that time, I get irrationally angry… are these relatives gusanos or smthn’?
Nah. Most of my family is from a country that hasn’t really had a major leftist movement, but its just generally pretty conservative.
MY cold is almost gone it seems