Honestly my day probably wasn’t that bad. But IDK. Maybe its just my overall mood. Maybe I’m experiencing some burnout. Like yeah it was busy at work, but aside from one hiccup I actually got done with a lot of work in a short timeframe.

Maybe it was just the conversation I was having with the cleaning lady. She’s nice enough, but she’s also got an old school mentality. And since I was working alone today she decided to stick around and talk with me. Which is cool and I appreciate that, but at the same time it just feels like a bit much. Especially since she started talking about relationships and doing that thing where someone will act shocked at hold old you are and how you’re still single. I appreciate that my mom doesn’t really push me to get a relationship. But not everyone is like that and the cleaning lady was kind of pushing the point. Like I really wanted to move on from the subject and sometimes I’ll kind of make a face, but I guess it wasn’t expressive enough lol…

Anyway she’s talked about trying to find someone for one of my co-workers and now she’s talking about doing the same for me. Last time someone tired to hook me up it didn’t work out. And that was with someone that I knew and had kind of liked. I’ll probably tell her I’m not really interested if she’s serious about it, which she probably is.

Also just felt like the vibes between my crush and me were just a bit off today. Don’t know if she overheard some of the conversations I was having with the cleaning lady since she passed by my work area a couple of times while it was going on, but I didn’t really make any allusions towards her. But we didn’t have our good bye hug for the first time in about a month. Or maybe I’m just overthinking things like I usually do when I’m feeling a bit tired/burned out.

On the other hand it was kind of nice that a couple of her friends had also come over to talk when things had slowed down. I get along well enough with them, but we don’t ever really talk all that much.