PaX [comrade/them, they/them]
Very tired nerd who doesn’t know how to speak correctly
Ask me about floppa, Plan 9, or computer architecture or anything computers really (if you want)
The only zoomer qualified to operate an RBMK reactor
:cat-vibing:
If I don’t reply to you it’s probably cuz I’m too tired, sorry :(
I wish I was a wolf
They probably already know which berries are safe but humans have to use their child labor bricks to burn down a forest to run their berry analysis statistical models so they can know which berries are safe 80% of the time or they have to pay 4 times the price of a loaf of bread for like 100 grams of prepackaged, soggy, mushy berries grown in a desert or something
Everything feels wrong, I can barely tell the difference between anxiety and reality anymore
cw: doomer, suicide, wolves
You’re so fucked now, and you’re so fucking old now, you know how much time you’ve wasted? Close your left eye right now, look at that grey splotch in your right eye, are you prepared to live with that for the rest of your life? You’re damaged beyond repair, you should redact yourself now
It’s uhhhhhhh not that big of a hole in my retina? It obscures maybe a single small word on a computer monitor at a comfortable viewing distance if I have my left eye closed?
Do you hear that? Your tinnitus is getting louder recently. Why were you feeling so dizzy last night? That was textbook vertigo last night when you were laying down and it felt like the world was spinning. You think normal people struggle with holes in their retinas? This is all a sign of something deeply, permanently wrong with you and staying alive further will only prolong your suffering as you watch your body failing more and more and the possibilities receding with each passing day
Please… stop talking… it’s too much
Your body is fucked and your brain is cooked, it only gets worse from here. Any day now one of those transient holes in your retina that no doctor has been able to explain will be another permanent hole in your retina with how much caffeine you use, how shit your diet is, how little exercise you get, how dysfunctional you are in dealing with any of it, how stressed you are all the time, how […]
I’m so tired and idk what to do
bump amber whataboutism volcel police
