Pretty alright besides accidentally becoming nocturnal. Haven’t seen my family in a while but all my friends are also my roommates so its not too bad. I’ve actually been super lucky that my depression has been absurdly mild recently so if it gets worse I can actually start my meds again. I’ve been meaning to get some workout equipment for a while though, anyone know some good places to order some basic shit from in Canada?

im writing more music and trying not to kill my roommates

I’ve gotten like ten times better at cooking and baking but ten times worse at being sane.

I’ve been taking it calmly. Haven’t lost anybody in my immediate circle. I can feel my sanity drifting away though. Like a fistful of sand slipping out the side of your hand and scattering in the wind

Just got laid off a week ago from an industry you’d really expect to be doing well in a health crisis. Company shed 25 percent of its personnel. Unemployment will keep me going for a while, but there is a fear I’ll never land a gig like that if things don’t turn around.

Society is falling apart all around us, but people in general keeping a neutral face and a politely positive demeanor about it. Talking about how everything will be better in a couple of months when this all turns around. When everyone gets back to work. When the consumers start consuming again, and suburban families resume taking their children to Disney Land.

Meanwhile evictions are about to kick off end masse, and tens of millions of families will never recover. Still, I’m okay. I’ll be okay for a while. Just living through peak hypernormalization.

It’s been alright, managed to keep myself fairly busy. My mood ebbs and flows a bit but at least my city hasn’t been affected too badly so far. To be honest one of the worst things is the completely terrible way the UK government has handled it. I sort of feel like that has broken my brain more than the virus itself, which isn’t to say that the virus doesn’t bother me.