Feels bad, man.
Hey everyone, just did what it says in the title. Posting into the void that is chapo bc internet validation points would do a little to help fill the void left in my heart.
Was really happy with them and had plans. Wanted to spend the rest of my life with them tbh. Really kinda hurts now that I think about it.
Ultimately, what we wanted out of the relationship couldn’t be reconciled. Glad that we were able to end things amicably. I really respect that we were always able to talk about things that bothered us in a rational manner. Real diamond in the rough maturity that’s gonna be really hard to find in another person.
Anyway, I’m up in the wee hours of the morning and I wanna talk to everyone else. Get my mind off things, y’know. So, how y’all doing? Also, could use a lil suck pwease? Post hog if y’all wanna link up ;)
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Yeah, when it reaches the point where plans are made, it really hurts extra hard when it doesn’t work out. I’m kinda glad it did end well, we’re working on being friends like we were before and that gives me the opportunity to not hurt as much as I learn to move on. At least I know I can’t fall back into the relationship so that’s not a worry lol.
Right now I have school to take up my time, but the semester is going to end soon. Would be awesome, but right now I do kinda need something to take up my time lol. Guess I’ll keep working on exercising. Will finally have the time to play video games again so that’s kinda neat! And I’ll work on cooking and maybe actually getting around to reading the theory I told myself I was going to get to. Perhaps that’s part of the process. Just trying to find enjoyment in the little things. We certainly could use some joy during coronamania right now…
Get some rest Aleph, you’re one of the posters I consistently recognize on this site. We need your posting in tip top shape to bring about the revolution! :revolving hearts:
