Stay away from Benadryl, folks.
Kratom is cool if you’re trying to quit opiates or alcohol.
I can’t recommend kava if you don’t live in a place where it’s cheap, but if that isn’t an issue it has reverse tolerance and actually gets more fun the more you use it.
Psilocybin is a beautiful experience. The world becomes a Van Gogh painting you can experience as if you were a child again. 2g up in the mountains or while camping is the highlight of my summers. It’s very easy to grow and giving it away is really rewarding.
If growing it is an option, it’s very easy and teaches you how to grow most culinary mushrooms as well. One shoebox-sized container would get you a year’s supply by summer. That’s where the real power of psilocybin is. I love growing to give away through family, friends, and trauma support networks. You can help a lot of people fast and so economically that charging for them seems absurd.
I always preferred psilocybin to acid. Doesn’t last as long and has more of an after glow, acid always leaves me feeling exhausted
Psilocybin is organic for me while LSD is like hallucinogenic adderall. When I use 100mcg of 1P-LSD, which is usually legal to import from Canada, it’s a very energetic and analytical trip. I just get an intense focus on whatever I’m doing and can examine it a bunch of ways while it twinkles and geometric shapes morph out of it. When I use 2g of psilocybin, it’s like ecology meets impressionism meets therapy. There’s an intense awareness of all the interconnected dialectical relationships, everything seems 150% alive with the colours and sensations amplified. I feel awe at everything, very deeply emotionally impacted, and my inner-narrative becomes a dialogue where I can examine myself from outside of myself. Psilocybin turns nature into a religious experience.
The time difference is also nice. For LSD I have to dedicate the next 8-12 hours to active, intense tripping. Psilocybin is over within 3-4 hours and then it’s just a lovely afterglow for the evening.
due to a clerical error, currently LSD derivatives are legal in Germany
Had a fun couple of nature walks and can definitely recommend (though I’ve only had pretty low doses so far, nowhere near an actual, proper trip)
ketamine sucks ass i guess it feels nice but idk why anyone would get high off horse tranquilizer
caffeine to function, weed to relax. shrooms to exfoliate the brains once a year
what is the best dissociative??? in your opinion. because i also hated dextromethorphan (Robotussin)
Dextro is somehow my favorite dissociative, even after using it quite a bit over the years. One thing about Dextro is weed and set are really essential with it, but I like the ranges of dissociation it offers. If you want to give it another shot, try Polystrex instead of HBR, it’s far more gentle than a full HBR trip.
Separate from that though, it really is ket. By far the best safety profile of any dissociative I’ve come across, pleasantly psychedelic but dose dependant enough that you can get whatever you want off it. I just wish it lasted a little bit longer to prevent compulsive redosing.
For the experimental ones thouge, I liked 2 FDK. That’s the one that felt the way I imagined ketamine would feel before I tried any dissociatives
You used to be able to get a ketamine derivative called MXE through mail order like 10 years ago that was absolutely magical and very cheap, but China clamped down on all the labs that were producing RC’s and it’s seemingly impossible to get anymore.
I haven’t ordered anything since maybe 2015, but I had a real nice time for a few years before they started banning all the good stuff.
I remember MXE coming “back” a few years ago but apparently it was all weird and wrong.
I also got some DCK around that time and mostly i just got some scenery slicing and queasiness. 3/10.
MXE is so misssed lol. Its like how people dream about Quaaludes except MXE isnt overhyped and was actually amazing. Also docs were giving out ludes like candy back then. The people who got to try MXE is limited and Im sure it still exists but not in any way accessible.
Ketamine is really good for treatment-resistant depression and I have a hot take that there’s a significant number of regular users of street ketamine who put themselves in a k-hole as a form of self-medication.
Ketamine is also super useful for catatonia and it should be the treatment option they resort to prior to ECT due to ECT having much more serious side effects comparatively. We’re getting there though.
Since I’m dropping my ketamine-related hot takes I think that TRD and catatonia are often so similar in symptomatology and response to the same treatments that they should be considered synonymous (not a doctor, not a psychiatrist)
Smallest dose of melatonin they’ll sell you, 1/day half an hour before bed time, with no alcohol
yes I’m fun at parties, but this sure isn’t related to that
In my four years of doing meth, I have never had psychosis like what I’ll have off 200mg of DPH. That stuff feels like it’ll give you dementia. I never saw the Hat Man but I saw bugs.
Also recently I acquired two full scripts of seroquel and I’ve been taking it as a therapeutic thing. It actually helped. I stopped taking it for some reason though.
Yeah DPH sucks. I would never recommend anyone ever take it, but especially after early 20’s avoid it. Easy way to speed run getting early onset mental disease.
Most I ever took was 800mg, typically dosing around 250mg. I never really hallucinated that much, just the typical spiders, etc. Never saw shadow people (or Hat Man? I don’t think that was even a thing back then lmao). It mostly just made it impossible to sleep despite making me feel incredibly tired/high body load/uncomfortable.
It’s only really “fun” if you are able to do something that you can zone in on, that keeps your brain engaged and distracts you from the negative side effects, like a really engaging video game. Most of the time I’d just end up feeling too tired to do anything and would just feel miserable for the next 16 hours, though.
Does seroquel have recreational potential? I’ve only had it as a failed attempt at balancing my unbalanced mind. It was unpleasant at the dosage it was prescribed
Not really on its own; I kinda feel like it has potential as a “dampener” when taken with meth, sort of like how when people do goofballs (meth + heroin) the heroin takes the edge off the meth. Everyone I know who does just meth is fucking out of this world but everyone who does meth&heroin is normal (meth + fetty makes people fucking WEIRD).
Supposedly somehow seroquel can be IV’d. You can’t smoke it; I’m stupid and I actually tried this.
Sorta. I saw tracers from snorting one, but didnt feel much aside from tired, and I was more hungover in tje morning than I would have been when I have taken it normally.
