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The other night I had an extremely violently realistic dream and it was after I saw that video of the cop in Nigeria being lynched. Even though I thought it would be ok to watch because it’s justified, it clearly still affected me. Make sure you watch what you consume on the internet.
Fr. I used to use gore vids to make myself detach from my emotions more. It was like a way of keeping my emotional defenses up.
After quite a long time of healing, I decided I’d go watch one of the gore vids to see if my reaction would be different. God, it was horrible this time. I don’t know how I used to stomach that shit.