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storyofracheltoo [she/her]

storyofracheltoo@hexbear.net
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Yes, and I reset the password. /u/storyofrachel

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Set a new password for it. It’s so phresh even I don’t remember it. :agony-yehaw:

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It feels like one in the moment.

I think maybe from now on it should be like how it is on gofundme and shit, with a set specific amount that’s being asked for.

Because here’s what happens:

  • I spend all my money after I get paid because I don’t know how to budget and spend compulsively because I was on the streets for two years.
  • I run into something unexpected, like having to pay my phone bill.
  • I have to survive for usually like another week until my next paycheck.
  • I’m sent more money than I need for the specified thing I need money for, and that surplus goes to other crap that I need or want.

And I probably spend more of that surplus on legal but equally fucking dumb bullshit, like earbuds or an OnlyFans subscription (lol).

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New email is set. New password in a sec.

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Saved. This kinda shit is fucking cool as fuck to me.

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Crying at work. I wish there was someone to let me cry into their shoulder.

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I spent the last of literally all the fucking money I have buying shit for an unhoused woman who had her shoes stolen and one of my unhoused junkie friends who had his clothes fucking soaked in the rain.

I do so much for people and I get treated like garbage.

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And as I said, I don’t have anyone else or anywhere else to vent. I think that matters a little bit more than your digital NIMBYism.

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