Hope it was a great week everyone. Hopefully this one is even better.
hello trans people of hexbear.net
yesterday i have taken my 4th shot of estrogen :)
Every single thread that talks about misogyny on hexbear becomes a cesspit of “enlightened centrists” on fucking gendered oppression. Ugh.
Happy Monday!
Was considering not revealing anything for opsec reasons but I haven’t told anyone IRL and feel like I’m bursting at the seams about it so… I started (DIY) HRT! I don’t really know what I want out of this exactly but I think I’ll like all of the physical changes and hate being seen as a man so here goes! At this point I’m aiming for “transfem enby” but honestly I think I might be okay with anywhere from “man with tits” to “binary trans woman” lol so I’m feeling it out as I go.
Only a few days in (I can still feel slight tenderness at the injection site lol) so probably nothing real changing yet but I’m so excited, and I love the biohacking angle of mixing my own shit. I have no plan for the social aspect if I’m being honest, besides just a) officially coming out to my more chill friends soon, probably around pride month, b) not coming out to my family and c) trying to just be myself, even with the knowledge that I might discover I’m not exactly who I thought I was
Not sure how much people IRL are going to freak about the safety aspect of DIY but I just don’t care I don’t think. I trust myself more than I trust doctors, and I can afford blood tests if needed.
You don’t understand, ma’am - I NEED those headpets!! I deserve it! But that also doesn’t mean I’m unwilling to debase myself by draping myself all over you, headbutting you, making dumb little gay sounds, so on. And I’ll make autistic little “mya” sounds when I get the headpets!! I’ll be very satisfied and luxuriating in the head attention! It might put me to sleep, and I’ll be in bliss, that shit’s just like pure dopamine to me. Might end up becoming scritches or cuddles as well, I will lay across your lap or be little spoon. I’ll be gay and affectionate, a complete lesbian simp. I desire and require headpets, miss, surely you understand.
